40+4

Still here and yes, still pregnant. Aside from feeling like a watched pot, I'm doing well and feeling great. If I could turn my mind off, physically I feel great and could sleep well, again, aside from the mind thing. Random contractions or cramping awake me and mentally I get a little excited and focus on whether or not this could be it. I need to not do that, it's rather silly really. I have full confidence I will know.

My mom, daughter and husband are still sleeping and the stillness and quiet of the house are so peaceful. I can hear the clock on the wall ticking and the birds outside are singing a good morning tune. I feel confident, trusting and patient in His prescence at moments like this because everything is so beautiful and in control but I must remember that even amidst the chaos He is there as well.

Total subject change, my precious toddler needs somer serious doses of breaking her will but not her spirit. I need to gather the confidence and will power to do this more consistently and effectively. I haven't been what is asked of me in this area and I really need to focus on it more. It's required of me and needed by her, it must done. Heaven help me please.

Time to enjoy the quiet before the day.